:::This wall is only for the braveheart:::

Assalamualaikum..

lama ndak buka blog..lama ndak taip-taip..so rasanya tangan ini suda gatal mau menaip.

I don't know where to start. And I don't really know where to begin. But I know what to write.

It's kinda weird when you expect something big or something wonderful happen to your life if you just an ordinary people. Like others. It's kinda weird if you come with another world and met someone which is not from your world. I mean they are exactly not same with your previous life. Which sometimes give you a sudden heart attack. ok not really heart attack, but it's something like shock. You can call it as a culture shock.


I used to live with many kind of people, good, bad, weird.. I've got many comrades no matter what gender, race, religion, young, old.. I have it all. I've got friend who are rich, poor and in the middle class. I used to live with them. It's a kind to make me feel stronger. I have many friend who will find me if they had problem and i'll be there for them.


Sometimes they cry, shy, and even can't look into my eyes.

I take it as a part of learning session. Which is good to know human behavior, to feel they pain, to share what they feel and the most important thing to suggest what I think is good for them. Yes, I built the wall of confident for them, wall of courage. But sometimes we need to be alone to heal ourself, and sometimes we need someone to talk just to make things better.


About life, it depends on how you accept yourself, how you received the message that you heard from someone and how to be thankful. Use or eyes to see, use your ear to listen and use your mouth to say something good. And the biggest part is control your mind from destruction. It's also the part of learning. Sometimes when you say something that you think is just kind of joke or it's just that you have to say something to continue the deeper conversations. well, you think it's nothing. But it can make you friend or family or someone else hurt. Yup, maybe you say it's really nothing. No harm, No hard feeling. But you actually make the people around you get hurt or even cry for your careless mind. So choose your words, if necessary. don't even say a word if you think it will make people around you get hurt.


Remember, the wall that you built around you will make you safe, keep out from sorrow and sadness, but it also keep you out from joy and happiness. So choose your wall. Play the ball nicely and pray to Allah that what you do is blessed. It's really important because your wall will decide whether you are in the right path or not. Fight for your precious moment. fight for something that you think it's important to you. And never surrender. Don't be a loser. Because someday you will regret if you choose the wrong wall. Choose the wall that will make you stronger and protect you from something harm.

Ingat, duit bukan segalanya. Duit tidak mampu membeli kebahagiaan. Sekaya mana pun kamu, di padang mahsyar nanti semua manusia akan dikumpulkan dalam keadaan berbogel. Lalu dimanakah harta yang kamu agungkan? Belajar nikmat syukur. Jika sifat syukur awal-awal lagi ditanamkan di dalam diri, miskin atau kaya bukan lagi satu benda yang penting. Tidak cukup lagikah nikmat yang Allah bagi? Lihat saja bagaiman rakyat Palestin yang tidur tidak aman, makan minum tidak cukup sehinggakan pernah mereka meminta ulama untuk mengeluarkan fatwa bagi membolehkan mereka memakan daging manusia. kerana apa? kerana tidak ada langsung makanan dan air. Sehinggakan tiada lagi walaupun anjing atau kucing untuk disembelih. Apa yang boleh dilakukan ketika kem pelarian mereka dikepung dan tidak ada bantuan makanan ataupu ubat-ubatan memasuki kem mereka. Bahkan penembak curi berleluasa dan bunyi jet pejuang serta peluru berpandu telah dianggap biasa bagi mereka. Apa yang membuatkan mereka luar biasa? mereka masih mampu bersyukur dan tidak sedikitpun semangat mereka luntur. Bahkan ada yang masih mampu tersenyum walaupun pahit. Bagaimana kita di Malaysia ini? Makan minum kita cukup. tidur kita lena. Tapi bagi kita itu semua belum cukup untuk memuaskan nafsu di dalam diri.

that's all I think. Gudnite.